Jan 1

Photo of me today:

Breakfast: Didn't really have much (sort of had a brunch instead) since I woke up at 11:50 AM. 

(Br)Lunch: Scrambled eggs with nothing added (so basically just eggs) and pomegranate. Also had a piece of this Chinese pastry with red bean.

Dinner: A&J Restaurant in Irvine :) Hui Lau Shan mango chewy ball. Date night with Baeden. 

Feelings: 

2:56 PM: Felt okay in the morning when I woke up but then quickly started feeling depressed. I just wanted to sleep and cry. I talked to mom and dad for a while and we came up with options and sort of things I can do to get back on the path to improvement. I breached the topic of maybe taking a quarter off. I don’t know what I’m doing. Hopefully the day improves.

11:54 PM: Day got a lot better as it progressed. Hayden was sweet and wanted to take me on a date to cheer me up; it did. We ate Taiwanese food and got Hui Lau Shan after, which tasted so good. It was also nice to just be close and cozy and sweet and just enjoy each other’s presence. He always makes me happy.