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Jan 30 - D-Day

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Photos of today:                                                                 Breakfast: frozen mango chunks (1 cup) Lunch: harissa avocado bowl from cava Dinner: epicuria: salad, lamb shank + potatoes, broccolini Feelings: today was meh. got up super early to go to campus by 9 in order to take photos for taiko at the botanical garden. mom and dad waited in the car while photos occurred. this is where it all went :/ we were instructed to wear black pants because newbs don't have blacks yet, but all i had were black jeans, so i wore those. apparently, that was the wrong choice. kelly, who i never think likes me, kept glaring at me and like looking at me up and down, and that made me super self-conscious and uncomfortable. she then told me to change into the black taiko pants that they had extr...

Jan 29

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Photos from today:  Breakfast: half a banana pancake from dad Lunch: some costco hotdog with mom Dinner: NEW YEAR'S HOT POT Feelings: today was p good too, but i'm so sad to leave tomorrow, making it bittersweet. i woke up today and was greeted with pancakes made by dad, so i ate half of one so he didn't get sad. i then went to costco with mom after she finished her work, and we spent $212 :0 i got underwear, frozen mango chunks, a pair of leggings, and keto coconut trail mix pog. after, mom and i shared a costco beef hot dog (diet today is trash, ik, idc). once hayden was done with his class meeting project thing, i went over there to do some weightlifting exercise @ home gym. i think i did pretty well today, if i do say so myself. it was just partly cloudy but like, bright?? so on the bench, the sun kept getting in my eyes and it hurt my eyes a lot. after, i went home to have early lunar new year hot pot with tomato base with family. it was so so yummy, and i ate so many ...

Jan 28

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Photos from today:  Breakfast: kirkland protein bar- chocolate brownie  Lunch: nuffing Dinner: mian chengdu noodle + tomato and beef stew Feelings: woke up really early today to hang out with hayden until he had to go to work, so we just took a nap for like two hours or so. it was so nice to just be in each other's arms, and every time i am with him, i fall asleep so easily because he makes me feel so safe. after, when he had to go to work, i went to target to get some period supplies. i just hung out at home after that until i got picked up again so we could pick up yaya. also i had to poop so much because pp in booty does that, and i was in so much poop pain.  but, guess what?!!?!?!? SOGURT NOVELITES CAME IN FOR A CHECK-IN OR SOMETHING BUT THEY ALL LOOK SO CUTE I LOVE THEM. it made me so happy. we picked up yaya and then got dropped off to eat dinner until later when the three of us planned to have a movie night. we had mian for dinner pog, and it was pretty good. tomat...

Jan 27

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Photos from today:  Breakfast: nuffing Lunch: nuffing Dinner: SHUSHIIIIII AGAINNNNN Feelings: Today was guud. i woke up earlier to finish my pset (i finished) and my lab report for physics. i literally hate that lab with all of my existence, it is so terrible. after, i just chilled and vibed in bed until hayden was able to pick me up so we could pick up yaya. after we picked up yaya, we got sunright :0 because it just opened in cerritos and yaya had never tried it before. i got the sunright fruit tea, and it was really pog. afterwards, we went back home because of physics discussion ugh, and i did that. i was so proud of myself though; I FINISHED THE WHOLE THING REALLY QUICKLY AND GOT IT ALL RIGHT!!! if only that energy was brought on the exam -__- oh well. after, i changed outfits and hayden picked me up again to meet jamie and trevin and jedric and ranson at magic touch (2nd time in two weeks lol). it was nice to see them, and i really enjoy spending time with them. they're reall...

Jan 26

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Photos from today:  Breakfast: Bananas and strawberries and honey Lunch: Scallion pancake with egg Dinner: 2 corn quesadillas with avo, lettuce, tomato, and salsa Feelings: today was meh, not great. woke up and had lab for 5a. super wack, the worst lab i've ever been to online. i wish they just waited until we are in person. after lab, i ate stuff and then went to studying physics. i did like ~40 problems and got every single one right, so i felt p confident in my physics skills. once the midterm time got closer though, i got more nervous. let me be frank: i straight up bombed it. i did not know how to do 2/3 problems, and i wanted to cry during the whole thing. i sobbed after and my mood was ruined for the rest of the night :( i just felt so disappointed in myself because i tried so hard to study but got no payoff. i just felt devastated. i know that i just need to try to improve for future exams, but i felt like my morale was destroyed. after dinner, i had a tasa event that i had...

Jan 25

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Photos from today:  Breakfast: nothing Lunch: bananas and strawberries and honey Dinner: garlic noods and kale and carrots and bell peppers Feelings: shitty day tbh. one of the worst in a long time. i woke up not feeling well. my head hurt and i felt so sad and just unmotivated to do anything. i did lab but just laid in bed after for like 2 hours. i couldn't bring myself to get out of bed even though i knew i had a lot of studying to do for physics midterm (tmrw). i just wanted to cry all day. i studied for a bit but then couldn't even go to pick up yaya with hayden because i had to meet with my interns. i put on makeup and got dressed to look presentable for the meeting, but once those were done, i was back in the dumps. hayden was in his class at around 5, and i felt terrible, so i went out to talk to mom and dad and yaya. while i was talking to them about my feelings, i started panicking because mom was asking so many questions. i was hyperventilating because i couldn't ...

Jan 24

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Photos from today:  Brunch: "the delightful cafe" in LB --> chorizo crepe breakfast burrito pog + chicken chili soup Dinner: leftover pizza slice + salad Feelings: today was good too. woke up and went with hayden to get lunch since monday is his off day. we ate at this cute place in LB and had some p good food that was p overpriced. we then went to dick's sporting goods to look at weightlifting shoes (no luck) and other gym equipment for a bit. it makes me so happy to see hayden being so invested in something that's good for him and motivating. he seems so much more confident in himself, and i love seeing him grow. we then walked around the mall and stopped by lululemon, where i tried on the align 28" leggings. bro.... if they were not $98, i would have copped. felt so good. we then went back towards house and then went to target to look for gym equipment too and get some ~provisions~. we didn't pick up yaya today bc he had a meeting, so i went home and di...

Jan 23

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 Photos from today:  Breakfast: nuffing Lunch: scallion pancake roll + egg + panera drink Dinner: leftoversss Feelings: MOCHI DAY!!! bro it was such a mess. yaya and i tried to make daifuku and matcha mochi, but i think we overworked the mochi so it got so soft and gross. i made some successful daifuku and gave to hayden's family, but the rest were so sus. we went to panera to try to study, but there were no outlets?? and my laptop was dead, so after hayden ate, we just went back to house where we hung out for a bit. but before we went, we did the colorblind game on ig and got like 41 or 42 points pog we have good eyes. he went home when we ate dinner, and then i just.... got in bed. not much happened today, but i felt okay for the most part. only sadness was when i thought about going back 2 school boo and when hayden brought up seeing meagan this week and i kind of got sad because i am just so insecure. anyways, i will improve and be pog. 2022 will be my year.

Jan 22

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 Photos from today:  Breakfast: nuffing Lunch: class 302 boba 🙃 Dinner: argentinian italian foo from cambalache in fountain valley Feelings: woke up and went bra shopping with mom. i got a black bra from target (36C :c), and then we went to 99ranch to get some hot pot ingredients for lunar new year before they all get sold out this coming week. while we were out, we found out that yaya didn't make it to the 2nd round for ltg at conclave, and she was sad. i texted hayden to ask if he was down to make yaya a care package, and he said yessir, so we went out to do that and then pick her up from conclave. we went to walmart at downey promenade to get her some face masks and gum while car charged, and then we went to get her matcha soy from 7leaves. we got boba from class 302 (the ones u do yourself), and we mixed guava and peach. hayden said it was the worst boba drink he's ever had, but i didn't think it was too bad. we then went to the park conclave was at at around 4, but th...

Jan 21

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Photos from today: Breakfast: nuffing Lunch: protein bar + like 3 chicken nuggets Dinner: SUSHIIIII at magic touch + banana tempura + egg pudding w/ boba from meetfresh Feelings: today was one of the best days i've had this week, if not THE best. woke up, turned in some things for ls23l and then went to hayden's mom's nail shop to get nails done!! i got black french tip (so beaut), and hayden came to nail shop because he got off of work early (he got 24 prime bottles first though). we then took a phat nap at his house before we went to pick up yaya (i finished my pset first though), and then we picked up the yaya queen. we first stopped by goodwill to get yaya a blazer for conclave + i picked out a sparkly tank top too that i thought was coot. while we were there, we got a message from jamie saying that trevin tested positive for covid or something like that, so we postponed the sushi meeting with them. we went back to our house and helped yaya with her caucus questions and...

Jan 20

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Photos from today:  Breakfast: forgot      Lunch: forgot  Dinner: forgot X_X i think it was banh xeo tho Feelings: uhhhhh kind of forgot what happened today, but ik i went to study with hayden at night LOL