Jan 26

Photos from today: 

Breakfast: Bananas and strawberries and honey

Lunch: Scallion pancake with egg

Dinner: 2 corn quesadillas with avo, lettuce, tomato, and salsa

Feelings: today was meh, not great. woke up and had lab for 5a. super wack, the worst lab i've ever been to online. i wish they just waited until we are in person. after lab, i ate stuff and then went to studying physics. i did like ~40 problems and got every single one right, so i felt p confident in my physics skills. once the midterm time got closer though, i got more nervous. let me be frank: i straight up bombed it. i did not know how to do 2/3 problems, and i wanted to cry during the whole thing. i sobbed after and my mood was ruined for the rest of the night :( i just felt so disappointed in myself because i tried so hard to study but got no payoff. i just felt devastated. i know that i just need to try to improve for future exams, but i felt like my morale was destroyed. after dinner, i had a tasa event that i had to help host, so i did that which was meh. i spent the rest of the night just lying in bed, then i showered and watched sonic the hedgehog movie with hayden. it was meh. sonic was lowkey annoying imo, but hayden liked it, so i don't mind that i watched it with him. tomorrow will be a more lowkey day, so it hopefully won't be too bad.