Jan 24

Photos from today: 

Brunch: "the delightful cafe" in LB --> chorizo crepe breakfast burrito pog + chicken chili soup

Dinner: leftover pizza slice + salad

Feelings: today was good too. woke up and went with hayden to get lunch since monday is his off day. we ate at this cute place in LB and had some p good food that was p overpriced. we then went to dick's sporting goods to look at weightlifting shoes (no luck) and other gym equipment for a bit. it makes me so happy to see hayden being so invested in something that's good for him and motivating. he seems so much more confident in himself, and i love seeing him grow. we then walked around the mall and stopped by lululemon, where i tried on the align 28" leggings. bro.... if they were not $98, i would have copped. felt so good. we then went back towards house and then went to target to look for gym equipment too and get some ~provisions~. we didn't pick up yaya today bc he had a meeting, so i went home and did some cardio exercises before my class. had dinner without yaya bc she was at mariners, and then i went to room to do some homework for this week. overall a-ok day. feelings were only bad at night bc hayden talked about how i need to learn how to control my bad feelings bc i'll end up pushing him away. i don't want that ever to happen.