Jan 4

Photos of me today:

Breakfast: Bowl of knock-off honey nut Cheerios

Lunch: Uhhhh... nothing again? Well actually ig the 85degrees impossible bread even though that was at like 3 pm

Dinner: Potato rolled taco with veggies

Feelings: Today was ok. Class was really tedious and boring, but then I saw Hayden after and was able to make him happy, so that made me happy too. I pushed myself really hard at the gym today, and I'm proud of myself for that. It makes me feel like I should do cardio in the beginning from now on bc I don't get as tired as usual when I do cardio after I've already gotten tired from weights. Also, Hannah, you have to be able to do a plank. Most embarrassing thing in my life. Also I have callouses now hehe I am a gym rat for real. I'm excited for the wedding in two days. I think it'll be a lot of fun. I just hope I can fit into the dress I want to wear :( Had a TASA meeting after dinner, and it was okay. Now I'm just waiting for Hayden to get back so that we can talk and I can ask for his help in voting for the coolest Kyodo mandatory merch. I love that it's mandatory LOL. Anyways, time to showerrrrrrr. Today was better than yesterday, and hopefully, tomorrow won't be bad because my lab is canceled. YAY. Okurr, good night!

11:17 PM: JK IDK WHAT IM DOING. I was happy with the dark blue dress earlier bc I thought it hugged my body nicely and was flattering on the boobs and stuff but now im overthinking and i just want hayden to think im pretty and for me to feel confident but now im just not sure if i can feel pretty. help.