Jan 6

Photos of me today:

Breakfast: Nothing    

Lunch: One rice cake

Dinner: WEDDING DINNER. Appetizer of cheese, crackers, and hummus + salsa. Salad and cheese ravioli of the gods. lots of water.

Feelings: WEDDING DAY. oh my god i want to get married now. i don't think i can describe how happy i am for them. they clearly are so in love with each other, and i'm just so glad that found each other and can embark on this next chapter in life. the whole time, hayden and i were commenting on how pretty everything was and how we'll do it when we get married. i got emotional a couple of times, and i even cried during the ceremony when jamie walked down the aisle. the food was really good, and i think i felt pretty enough to not care about what i ate (plus this was a super special occasion). hayden encouraged me to sing a song, so i soloed "make you feel my love" by adele, and jamie and trevin slow danced and jamie cried :( weirdest thing about the night was that hayden's whole hs group except ranson and jedric didn't acknowledge me at all...the whole night.... like i didn't even exist. wack af. but anyways, it was a really good time, and hayden and i were really close. he even made more effort to be physically touchy, which also made me really happy. love was just in the air and all around. i'm super exhausted now, but this was a 12/10 wedding. 12/10 day :)